A little tired
I’m a little tired today. I was up until 3am knitting (which is turning into a distaster), watching TV…anything to try and get my wide awake eyes to feel tired. I finally decided to just go to bed. But of course bed is my enemy. That’s the place where lay in the dark (and really hot) room and try to keep my mind from reliving the really bad parts of my life. Oh, and let’s not mention my ever constent battle with losing weight!!!! I starved myself yesterday. I ate tuna (plain) and tons of veggies, water, water and more water…..nothing but bloating. But still, I won’t give up. I’m desperate to lose weight and I will do anything to get there!!! So it’s more pilates and cardio, more diet tea and more water.
In an effort to make this blog more positive…I finally found the perfect afgan to knit. It’s in the latest K.1 mag. I’ll post some pics later but right now it’s pilates time!!
